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kudzuvines) wrote2003-11-23 11:42 pm
kudzuvines) wrote2003-11-23 11:42 pm
I...
I'm feeling sort of... really, really flattered, and kinda flabbergasted. I just got asked on a date by ANOTHER guy. And I sort of knew he was interested, but...
I seriously don't have that sort of confidence in myself. I know I'm a good person and that stuff, and I'm smart and a good friend and mature and nice and crap. But no one really ever wanted me before this, except Adam. And to have two guys in one month...
Okay, to be fair, I haven't been interested in guys very long, and I WAS kind of the uber-lesbian in the beginning of highschool, and it's hard to find girlfriends in high school, but still. I'm just not sure what to do with this sort of attention.
Oh, I don't know. I could be interested in him, I suppose. But I still don't feel ready for anything romantic. I really just want to stop thinking about that aspect of life for a little while.
But it seems the world won't let me.
I seriously don't have that sort of confidence in myself. I know I'm a good person and that stuff, and I'm smart and a good friend and mature and nice and crap. But no one really ever wanted me before this, except Adam. And to have two guys in one month...
Okay, to be fair, I haven't been interested in guys very long, and I WAS kind of the uber-lesbian in the beginning of highschool, and it's hard to find girlfriends in high school, but still. I'm just not sure what to do with this sort of attention.
Oh, I don't know. I could be interested in him, I suppose. But I still don't feel ready for anything romantic. I really just want to stop thinking about that aspect of life for a little while.
But it seems the world won't let me.
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heh, just jealous...
yeah, well...
And when I say have, I don't mean like that.
^^ see you around