maybe it's the weather

[kudzuvines]

I just can't quite shake this feeling of vague depression, no matter what I do. I've got the compunction to sleep away the rest of the weekend, but I also want to spend time with people. It'd be cool to see Michael Moore, but I don't know when that's happening. Oh, I just checked, and it's sold out anyway.

I just want...

I just want...

God I wish I was not this hesitant. I don't interact well and I'm afraid to approach people and I'm confident about some things but not others... and it's those others that I want.

God DAMN it.

Why can't this be easier?