Why do I even bother?

Maybe I should just forget. Forget it all, because it's not fair and it probably never will be. Yeah, I came out on top. But that doesn't really matter because I'm still upset. It's like hooking a corpse up to life support.

So petty, really. But then, what isn't?

***

They get mad because of strange things. Upset and their night is ruined, just because of a simple misstep. I love them, but I don't understand...

What could possibly be so important about it? I suppose it's like me, getting upset because of something so stupid as a failed interaction.

***

Why does she have to be here? I just want her to leave so I can be moody.

And he stopped by, and I don't know what that means. Fucking interactions. I should just go camping by myself.

Well, I'm taking a shower now. Maybe that will help.

In these jeans of yours with her name still on it

So...

I have a meeting in ten minutes, and then I go to Flying Fingers (my Celtic music band) and then I go to dinner and then I go to anime club and then I come back, and I guess I'll do some homework or something then.

But: I'm not talking anymore until I hear something to let me know you're alive.

I have to go now. Maybe I'll update later.