The blue line crosses the red
Sep. 9th, 2003 12:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I never really know what to write anymore... I can't even write for myself. Maybe I should finally try writing for other people. I've never really done that before... I write for myself, and then sometimes I show what I have to other people. But perhaps I should write with a person in mind, someone who would enjoy receiving it... but then, also, I might just be copying what someone else is doing.
Ah, the college life. I'm now enmeshed in my classes and my meals and my practices and my workstudy and finding people to hang out with and talking to Adam on the phone and clubs will start up soon and...
Somehow, even with all that, I still find myself sitting alone in my room on my computer a lot. But the thing is, I don't really mind. I'm rediscovering the self I lost when I became so social this summer, and never, ever let a moment pass without taking advantage of it. Now... I rest. I nap. I take time to just *sit* and watch things. I'm watching again.
Maybe with that, my writing will return.
Ah, the college life. I'm now enmeshed in my classes and my meals and my practices and my workstudy and finding people to hang out with and talking to Adam on the phone and clubs will start up soon and...
Somehow, even with all that, I still find myself sitting alone in my room on my computer a lot. But the thing is, I don't really mind. I'm rediscovering the self I lost when I became so social this summer, and never, ever let a moment pass without taking advantage of it. Now... I rest. I nap. I take time to just *sit* and watch things. I'm watching again.
Maybe with that, my writing will return.
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Date: 2003-09-09 11:41 am (UTC)-S
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Date: 2003-09-09 01:15 pm (UTC)~Dancing
wow.
Date: 2003-09-14 09:02 pm (UTC)S.C.R.
hmmm
Date: 2003-09-15 08:47 pm (UTC)